My New Life

Well I have started my new life. My husband and I are on the road to a divorce. I am the one to blame for this. We have been married for 4 years and for about 3 of those I have been unhappy. Then this last year I decided to focus on myself and get healthy. Granted due to back issues I haven't been able to workout for probably close to  4 months but since mid April I have lost 45.2lbs. During the process a co worker who know a lot about fitness and nutrition had been guiding me and in the process we became best friends. Him and I really bonded and I ended up being there for him when he needed someone.  As time passed on we both started to have feelings for each other but never acted on those feelings. Finally my husband walked out.  It's been a few weeks and I am adjusting to being on my own.  Will struggle a little when I find out when and if I have to have back surgery. So next week I meet with a neurosurgeon to find out. I'm just glad this guy will be there for me through it all.  I am actually feeling independent for the first time really since being out of my parents house. It does feel kinda good.