Frustration

Today was my weigh in and I had nothing but disappointment. I busted butt this week to only lose 1.8 lbs. What also made it frustrating is mother nature had to come and ruin it for me. Next should be better. We joined a gym this last friday and we have gone everyday thus far. This journey is for me and my future of being a mother. Nothing and no one can stand in my way! "Being defeated is often a temporary condition. Giving up is what makes it permanent." - Marilyn Vos Savant I see this quote everyday and it keeps me from giving up. When I am in pain I see this quote and it keeps me going. Another quote that keeps me going is. "Failure is not fatal; failing to change will be." -John Wooden I need to change. I want to be a mom and I need to change and continue to change. I am determined to not let anything stand in my way of anything that I want especially when it comes to being a mom. I WANT IT SO BAD! I am just a wreck today. Frustrated, sad, happy, angry, excited, determined, pretty much every emotion. AF just had to do this to me. Dont know if this makes any sense to anyone but there it is. Keep pushing!!!!

Weigh In Day!

Weighed in this morning. Lost another 2.8 lbs for a total of 12.6 lbs in 4 weeks. plus I lost another 3" overall for a total of 12.5" overall. Go me I an down to 251.4 which I have been at that weight since I was probably a freshman in High school. WHOOP WHOOP!!!!!

A "healthy" Cake????

my amazing healthy cake that I made for dessert tonight. I will never make a regular cake again. Who knew soda could make an incredibly moist cake that tastes amazing. And it only 2pts on weight watchers. AWESOME!!!!!!